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Holding On, Letting Go

by Elyssa Vulpes

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1.
When we met that first night I thought this guy’s just right We got on like a house on fire Then we went for a walk We talked and talked and talked He looked into my eyes like he saw my soul And I fell in love and I felt so whole Oh Holding on and letting go Running away and wanting more I don’t know why I gave him so much power Then he went up his tower I watched it get higher and higher I stood in the desert for days feeling like a ghost But when he came he said he could not quench my thirst Oh Holding on…. And he never told me the reason His lips fell so silent and cold Soon enough he was gone And I was left forlorn Though I never thought this love would last more than one season But I guess he got scared Or he just would not dare To let the light shine on the seed that he had sown So he will never feel the flame that would have grown
2.
Did it seem to be fair Acting like you didn’t care ? While the days were passing by , passing by With a growing hope inside And so many words unspoken But your passion still ran high Do you wanna, do you wanna play Or do you want her to go away He was sharp he was handsome he was sexy he was cool He was funny he was charming he was nobody s fool He was stunning she was lonely you were dark he was sunny And he wooed her she was swooning you were watching right beside them And you wanted her She wanted him you knew it , it was clear Em Then they left but it grows it still pulls and it shows Cm Even though your eyes never touched her deep inside G Bm You don’t wannna you don’t wanna play ( see previous chorus ) No you want her to go away You don’t wanna you don’t wanna play No you want her to go away
3.
Forse avrei dovuto baciarti o forse no forse avrei dovuto non pensarci o forse so che sarebbe stato troppo strano e' sempre meglio andar piano e se fra noi c'e' un attrazione dobbiamo usare la ragione e diventare prima amici perche tutto quello che dici mi ha fatto rendere conto che non sei ancora pronto E che neanche io lo sono percio' non chiedero' perdono per quell'istante che ci e' sfuggito perche' non e' tutto gia'finito ma anzi e' appena cominciato con quel piccolissimo bacio dato di fretto ma chiaramente per indicare sinceramente che ci piacciamo ma che va tutto bene cosi' com'e' e che voglio solo stare un po' con te un attrazione facile
4.
The clock is ticking on... The clock is ticking on... The clock is ticking on... Sitting here in Silence Staring at the Pattern Trying to make sense of the Change within ourselves You sail across the ocean like an Old Fashioned Soldier and NOTHING I can do will ever Change this simple fact You finally found Love Instead I am still here searching... The clock is ticking on and We Keep Getting Older ... La la La la The Trick is to keep Trying like Life is but a joke you LAUGH and then you're CRYING when it goes up in Smoke the Time is getting Closer to say Goodbye my friend I guess it's not all over One day we'll Start Again You finally found Love instead I am still here searching... The clock is ticking on and We Keep Getting Older ...
5.
Keep Going 04:12
Lonely and dark were the days you spent unknown Lost inside a mask pretending to be fine Invisible and distorted a picture stuck in time so now you shake hands with loneliness Strike a deal with gods unkind If you could only change your frame of mind (you’d see) There’s still something to learn The darkest hour’s just before dawn So keep going keep going no matter how you feel Keep going keep going in time your heart will heal You don’t know if tomorrow will bring happiness or strife You may lock eyes with a stranger in a crowded room at night You might lose just about everything to make space for a new life And then One day you’ll wake up with the one that sees you whole You’ll feel like you’re together even when you are alone You’ll try to find the words that will do justice to your love (cause) There’s still something to learn The darkest hour’s just before dawn So keep going keep going no matter how you feel Keep going keep going in time your heart will heal
6.
inside my mind there always was a doubt that between us it would work out and now it's me who's eager to be free you're not one to disagree It's unfair now you're scared but the dream is over now it's all right And love can push you down but love can turn you round pain's only love's battleground the dream is over now it's all right and after all that you and me have been through there's nothing left to misconstrue these are my gifts know yours are well received there never was deceit don't despair I still care but the dream is over it's you who holds you down and you who can bring you round there's nothing that can't be found the dream is over it's all right
7.
I can't stand this silence so full of implications so full of questions why ? What part of yourself are you listening to ? Am I too good to be true ? Or am I not good enough for you ? Do you not want me as such or do you just want me too much this empty wordless space is killing me Please I'm on my knees Oh please I beg you please break these icy walls and let yourself fall
8.
Another Man 02:46
Last time I saw you months ago you told me you would have to go because although you still loved me you didn't feel you could be free winter came and then came spring tears flowed down filled me with grief silence grew like a wall of stone I lost all hope was left alone You ceased to write I ceased to try you ceased to love I ceased to lie I told myself : let him be gone, leave him behind and move along and then one day I met another man I met another man I wrote to tell you in a letter maybe for spite or just for glory got no reply it didn't help me find some sense in this sad story did you forget me are you in denial did you not care still this desire to know for sure what were your feelings did you abandon me for my failings ? But in the end it doesn't matter you know why I tell you why cause then again I met another man I met another man does it mean that it was worth it that he was worth it does it mean it worth it in the end ?
9.
How can you stop a river from flowing You can only swim or run away Instead we stay land locked in a standstill Waiting to see if the silence will turn into an embrace Can we disappear into each other my dear Will our love win against our deepest fear No No No love is not enough Love’s a dark lady with blinded eyes And we re too lost even to say goodbye Is this just a sweet summer romance Something that fades as the cold autumn days advance And life is more important and sacred than art no matter what you say Art just tries to imitate life and almost always miserably fails A Art is a medicine for a wounded heart Art is the antidote but love is the start And art alone won’t cure your ills when you re falling apart And love it would be enough If only we d let ourselves fall If only we d let ourselves feel But this is just a sweet summer romance Something that fades As the cold autumn days advance
10.
Lovely Day 04:18
It's another lovely day in the springtime of our lifetime can't you see that it's ok there's no reason to be sad so let me take your hand and let's soak up all the sunshine there is no more to be said now is the only time we have are you listening my friend it's not over till we're dead so drop your anger don't get mad it isn't really all that bad it's not about being right come on and sit down by my side do yo think that I don't care ? Or are you just really scared ? Why do you keep being mean ? Are you suffering within ? Cause all I want is only love if you can't give it then I'll go Come on tell me how you feel we've got to keep it real does it really need to end ? Or could we possibly be friends ? If you continue with this game you'll only have yourself to blame just hold me in your arms and smile the rest is nothing never mind...
11.
On the Pier 02:52
Just watch the birds Fly above the pier Watch the light swim in the dim Light of evening Purse your lips, don’t talk Just let your body speak The language of love The first thing I saw was the morning glow Melting slowly but surely At the sight of my smile Next your heard my voice empty Of the worrisome tone Restored to health, devoid of any Demand for reassurance Next you held my hand and kissed Me on the cheek. We walked In silence and let out our true feelings
12.
Charlene 03:30
Hey Charlene where did you go Hey Charlene where did you go Hey Charlene where did you go Did you go where the rivers don’t flow Did you go where no wild flowers grow Did you go where nobody will ever find you ? Hey Charlene was it so bad To make you wish that you were dead Hey Charlene it’s your fault for wanting more Did you go where no tide ebbs and flows Did you go where the hours pass slow Did you go where nobody knows what happened to you ? Hey Charlene this is how it feels When you get the raw end of the deal Well at least they say it’s the end of your ordeal Cause you went where there’s nothing more to fear Yeah you went where everything is clear Now you are where nobody can, hurt you anymore
13.
Grow Up 03:16
So now we are through A little more than you can chew I am so sick of you Stop it now don’t play it cool Oh my god you re such a fool Now go back to love school Cause it’s you you know who’s all fucked up Come on now man, grow up Yeah it’s you who’s all fucked up ( Come on come come on come on grow up Come on come on grow up Your lover’s sighs are just vicious lies You looked the part but now I realise You’re just a child, a child in man’s disguise Even when you act like you are wise You need to educated yourself Stop leaving it to someone else Don’t tell me what you think I wanna hear Your silly games put you to shame Don’t buy your blame I m no game to tame I ain’’t got the time for that my dear Cause it’s you you know who’s all fucked up Come on now man, grow up Yeah it’s you who’s all fucked up ( Come on come come on come on grow up Come on come on grow up Your lover’s sighs are just vicious lies You looked the part but now I realise You’re just a child, a child in man’s disguise Even if you did apologize It’s no use I’d give you no reprise Cause you’re just a child , a child in man’s disguise
14.
La Malanima 03:52
Mi aspetta piano al buio Nelle ore piccole Mi aspetta nella luce Quando avanza il sole Si insinua lentamente Come una nebbia senza pieta’ Come una cappa grigia Rinchiusa dentro ad una lacrima Resta con me in un ombra Che minaccia di uccidermi Gli oppongo resistenza In questo vuoto vuole chiudermi Prendimi e portami via Da quest’ inferno di pazzia Insegnami l’abilita’ Di trovare la mia verita’ (di demolire questa menzogna) Nessuno puo’ salvarmi Non c’e’ salvezza nella fuga Soltanto la speranza Da questo fato mi proteggera’ Tu pensi di capirmi Ma non c’e’ modo tu lo possa fare Tutto quello che vedi Son proiezioni tue da soddisfare Intrappolata in questa prigione Vorrei urlare ma non so che dire Paralizzata senza ragione In/da questo sogno non riesco a fuggire
15.
Front Line 03:46
I am fighting on the front line though the victory's not mine I swallow blood and pride try to take it in my stride I walk up and try again keep on playing the same old game a war not fought with words of hate only won by tempting fate and though I'm wounded I keep on going my hurt's my wisdom I hope it's showing I wrap a bandage on my heart and move on til the battle starts So won't you join me on the front line come and join me on the front line join me on the front line 'cause if I ran away inside to try and find a place to hide I surely would avoid the danger but miss what satisfies my hunger 'cause I'm the soldier of all lost causes passion denied, the rock of ages I will not leave so I won't suffer or I would miss the love on offer I choose to live and keep on striving one day I'll win or I'll die trying living this life not just surviving keep up the fight and keep on trying Come and join me on the front line!

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Contemporary Pop Rock with an Atmospheric Folk tinge

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released December 14, 2018

All tracks written by Elyssa Vulpes except Holding On Letting go and It's all right which were co-written with Isla Sinclair
Voice: Elyssa Vulpes
Backing vocals: Elyssa Vulpes
Drums: Alonso Fuentes Marquez
Bass Ross Mac Andrew - Elyssa Vulpes - Jacko
Lead Guitar: Sergio Bueno Vasquez
Violin : Sharon Callaghan and Cli Donnellan

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